I hate the feeling of being powerless, of having no influence. I hate having to just sit back and wait.

I am a man of action,don't get me wrong I am not a control freak, but I prefer 'knowing', and being 'capable.'

I know it's not my fault.

I know and I feel that I am loved.

But even still her wounds, her previously broken heart still hinders the joy that can be. Sometimes, like in her case, some wounds just don't heal as fast as we want them to. Sometimes you just can't heal someone else's wounds. Why? I don't know. Maybe my love is not good enough, maybe my efforts are not good enough, maybe it's just not the right medicine. I don't know, I'm clueless, I'm powerless and it frustrates me.

It frustrates me that all I can do is watch my bubu as she struggles, this superman has become bound by green kryptonite.

How I wish this Kal-El had some red kryptonite right now...




No matter what you still have me here bubu. And I'll do whatever it takes to help you heal.

vindicated at 3:54:00 PM